compromise?

it's so difficult.
should i say 'please don't put me in this position'?
i chose a different way to start,
so,
you find a strange way to get in there,
you want to grab the chance...
but you want to be respect too.
i don't want to serve those irresponsible designer,
be their second hand?
but i have to admit too that i am not that experienced enough...

but...

huh.

haven't got conclusion, still thinking.